This is me and my love. No further elaboration about her. All in all, she's a very nice gal. I'm happy and thats all i care about.

I've been rather aloof this couple of days. My obsession in sports have gotten me into this state of aloof dignity. Sports channels are the only TV channels i watch other than my occasional voyeur fix of those very desirable VJs.

First of all, there's Man Utd! A team i supported ever since i lost all hopes on Tottenham Hotspur(forever the mid-league team). How the hell did they lose to Blackburn Rovers(a teamful of rugby players)? For that lost, i had to endure a Sunday of taunting by my Liverpool loving cousins. Shame on you Man Yoo for bringing shame on me!

Then, there's this stupid Spaniard who crushed me! Fernando Alonso of Renault spoilt the Mclaren party. Despite a 1-2 finish since god-knows-when, Mclaren still couldn't stop Alonso from claiming the Drivers Title. Heartbreak for Kimi and me.

But, many thanks(bow gratefully) to GOD, he created Valentino Rossi. The craziest and most talented rider the world has seen. Winning his 7th MotoGP World Championship in Sepang. That lifted the gloom a bit.

Its especially frustrating when you stay up til the wee hours of the night to watch your team lose. This is sports...always bound to have a winner and a loser. So as to speak, i don't pretty much sound like a gracious loser. Admittedly, i am definately not a gracious loser. Nobody likes to lose, but if nobody is to lose, who's to lose?

.......‘Maybe she doesn’t want to give you a second chance because she doesn’t love you?’
Maybe it’s true. But I try to dismiss that. It can’t be, from the way she treats me, the way her eyes brighten up when I appear in front of her and the way she whispers ‘ I love you…..’ into my ears before I doze off.
I missed her today. Decided to click onto her page to view her pictures and very quickly the tan of my face turned red. I wasn’t angry, I was disappointed. There are no pictures of me and her. Instead picture of she and her ex was up in show. It may be true after all; maybe she doesn’t want to give me a second chance because she doesn’t love me.
I may be disappointed but I won’t give up without a fight. Relationships, as they say, is physically tiring and mentally torturing. I want to be happy in one.