razr v3 .... wahahhaha

My life has just got busier. But i'm not complaining. We've got the 'biggie', the Motorola project. I'm happy and i hope it doesn't turn out like Sony where we had so many rejects. Its going to be tough, tiring and long project but i'm sure the family can do it.
To all my friends out there, i'm sorry i'm gonna be missing for a while. I'm gonna limit my yum cha sessions and preserve my energy for work.

Apart from all this, i'm having another problem. But problem is, i dunno what problem am i thinking and worried about. Its like i'm feeling uneasy bout it but yet i dunno wat is it. I have dreams everynight but i don normally dream. I think i have an unstable unconscious state of mind. Pls la... gimme wet dreams la!!!!
I'm feeling very tired, i've not had sex for months, i've not masturbated for weeks, its slowly dripping. I'm having a dry spell. Pity me people... pity me.

P.s. Baybee, u r just too special for me to forget. I miss you so much yuechin...

Life's a bitch. I've been patient! But, everything's gonna change from now. Its been 4 weeks, my mood's still lousy, feel like shit! Work's not helping at all. Been busy wif the upcoming Motorola plant audit, that is happening tomoro til Monday. My record of working late had been broken, i feel few can match my record of working til 5am. Yup, that was how late i worked on Tuesday. Just hope we'll pass the Motorola audit. Dont let my efforts go wasted.

ok la... i gtg do my work. Wanna let u guys know that i miss yc super much! what am i suppose to do???

the killer

Two birds
One bat
Three dogs
One cat
One 'big' lizard
and if i'm not mistaken, one chicken.

Thats my track record of Frags while driving. I feel like a hazard on the road. I'm like a killer my friend say. Its not that i wanna kill, i rather kill an animal than avoiding it and endanger my life. I was forced to kill.

Note: An incident with a bird last night prompted me to blog this. Not to show off my abilities in silencing animals n birds.

The Realisation Of A Lost Rebellious Spirit.

My life is like a menstrual period. I get shit happening every month. Well sometimes i get happy shit. But more often than not, i get SHIT SHIT! puik! Lousy life i must say. Not that i wanna whine or bitch, but i really cannot take it anymore. I'm bursting!

I'm occasionally faced with family, financial and friend issues not mentioning matters of the heart! Then again, unusual shit also happens to me. One perfect example is the lost of my car. It will be a common 'SHUT UP, RON!' tactic employed by almost everyone in the family now. I've lost my freedom of speech..grrr.

I am very fucked up! My once healthy bank account has since shrunk, almost non-existent. I am struggling to keep my life afloat and this is no joke. I'm on the brink of poverty! Wahahaha <--- *CRYING SOUND* ....

Then just now, my father called me up and fuck me up kao kao(big time). Totally never give face. I tried to shrug him off by telling him i've a conference call in 5mins but he still continued. Wa lan... Business not important anymore apparently. He called me a total of 4 fucking times. I was so fucking affected by all the fuckings i received. He fuck me for fucking POINT A to fucking POINT B to fucking POINT C then go back to fucking POINT A. He even went all the way to fucking me for things i fucked up 6 years back. Sigh... He's my father and he reserve the rights to fuck me. So i keep quiet but deep inside me, i was boiling, was sad, and felt like breaking free. Suddenly i realised that, the REBEL in me has vanished.