i'm currently the talk of town. Everybody's asking me how i lost my car. I'm sick of it, tired and really annoyed. YES MY CAR WAS STOLEN!! I've been asking myself, 'Why, why must it happen to me of all people?'. Anyway, its a 'has been' as far as i'm concern. Life goes on...

How do you term being in a state of two extremes? I’m trying to figure out the word but without success. Anyway, yeah I’m in this state of two extremes. I’m ecstatic but also sad at the same time.


After months of anticipation, my princess is finally back in my loving arms. I’ve at long last, able to introduce her to my world, my beloved city, my family and my noisy friends! She’s gotten considerably well with my family and friends alike, but she still can’t get use to the pace of life here. Coming from a metropolitan KL, JB is just too slow and boring for her liking. I hope to get her comfy with JB. My mum loves her. Thinks that she’s adorable and has a very bubbly personality. On the contrary, I find my princess cool. So she’s back and I’m happy.

I am saddened with the demise of my car. I had dinner with Yue Chin on Sunday at a noodle shop. We were planning to get some coffee after that when I realized that my car wasn’t at where it was supposed to be. Bloody hell, as I stood there staring hard at the empty parking lot (trying to see if my car was transparent), I broke out in laughter. I didn’t know what to do. How was I supposed to react? Cry? No… I’m way too tough! So I laugh… so did Yue Chin. She wasn’t being insensitive but it was just too funny not to laugh. About an hour later, I went through depression state. I felt so guilt. I lost the car. Yesterday, I realized that my car was on third party insurance policy. Meaning the policy only covers accidents NOT theft! It was a mixed up in the finance department of my company. No claims from insurance company. Losses will be self-absorbed. Yup, these things do happen. SHIT HAPPENS!!!!!


All in all, it was an eventful weekend for me. Total expenditure??? Priceless!!
I’m off to play GRAN THEFT AUTO now….ciao!

the topic on oldies will up next.... as promised in 'Grid girls'.

errant buggy drivers.......

ever walked into a golf course? notice that there's always an information board. on it will always be a section on buggy accidents or incidents they call it. it amazes me how the golfers achieve those feats. call them anything but i think its pure stupidity. buggy in the pond, i think, is by far the most common. every course will have a pic of the buggy in the pond. ever wonder, why is the photo without the golfer's face? instead its always the poor caddies trying to salvage the situation who appears in the photos. i'll bloody post that fella's face all around the club house!
now, u must be thinking why am i so crossed? i happen to have a golf buddy who drives a buggy as though he's in a race track. having thrown his girlfriend out from the buggy while drifting thru a corner maintains a high point in his portfolio. he almost threw me out into a pond the last time he drove me. if u ever play in any courses in Johor, i can proudly claim that my dear buddy is the sole cause of G.U.R.(Ground Under Repair). I haven't sat wif him for a long time since, i'm afraid, i'm petrified, i am buggyphobic! ALL THANKS TO HIM! Well, i don hate him, but i'll never ever share a buggy wif him again if i can. Errant buggy drivers are nothing but a hazard on course, no matter how good a golfer they are. Golf courses demand monetary compensation when accidents happen but money to most golfers is nothing. Public humiliation sounds like a perfect solution.

Grid chicks...

yeah was up in kl during the weekend for the Grand Prix. So excited bout the trip, shaun, kerry and me was counting down to the day a week before. Its was all fun. Jokes were aplenty. Though we got lost while trying to get to MidValley, we were still all smiles. And that was at 2am. Left JB at 10... arrived in hotel at 2!!! Everything was funny, even the supplier who brought us to kl for the F1 was damn funny! Name's Lim Lark Sai... laughs the loudest and cracks the same joke over and over. Back at the race track, it was a fantastic race! Full of drama n excitement. What brought the biggest cheer to me was when seeing TEAM FEARRARI being challenged by the underdogs. Actually they lost to the underdogs.... How pathetic. Mike shud have just retire at the top. That man has already enuff money to last one village for a lifetime. Wat more does he want? Records? He's broken every single record there is to record. He just simply dum! Anyway sheer joy that i witnessed the downfall of a used to be FEARLESS team. Cheers for Renault and Toyoto but for my fave, McLaren, they did their best, still my fave!

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SPOT THE FEARRARI cars..... they got lost! WUAHAHHAHAHHA


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The funny man...

Before the race i was at the McLaren party. As usual, arrived fashionably late. So as we strolled into the convention hall, pairs of old eyes were fixed on us. *just thought of giving a special mention to the golden oldies* Will tell u more abt the oldies at the event in my next post. Food, drinks, fun and grid girls were provided. DID I MENTION GRID GIRLS??? yeah they were there! With their super skimpy outfit, one will really kill to screw em! So there they were, flashing their camera ready smile, showing off their breath taking curves. I was indeed breathless. So got acquainted to one of the chicks, chat abt life then suddenly she was asking me out. She dropped big hints! Was i being targetted? Was i hit upon?? wuahahahh ... watever that was, it sure felt great! Those were chicks, guys drool and wish for so much. yet i'm at a junction. I had to make a decision. To screw or not to screw. Fyi, i've been SEXLESS for months! So i was bloody horny! Judging from her body language(her body was curling away like a snake*general description only*), she couldnt wait to get on my bed! I DECLINED! I turned her down. I was shocked! She was dumb-founded i guess... but mates, that the power of love. My love for Yue Chin is just so real and beautiful, i couldnt bring myself to breach her trust. Ok seriously, what did that grid chick see in me? I feel that i'm weak, i'm a whiner, i'm insensitive... Do i look like i'm a 8incher? why me, why me? Lets ponder....

shud be a nice weekend....

its the weekend. and yet again, i've got no plans. nobody's in the office. kevin's in kl for the weekend, kerry's in singapore and ronald's stuck in kota tinggi. my mood's good and i'm certain it will be for the rest of the day. i've got no customer visits today, quite little work. OH! just received a message from Khim Joo, 'Golf is confirmed on sunday. Palm Resort at 12.30, meet at 12pm!'. i guess thats my plan for the weekend. suddenly i feel old. i've aged. i've mellowed. gone are the wild party days. a slow night with a couple of drinks sounds nice. nothing too straining, nothing more enticing.

Ahhh... yes my ex will be getting hitched tomorrow. YES, its a shotgun marriage. how careless can people be. i totally disagree with her choice. first of all, she's unsure of her relationship with her soon to-be-hubby. and according to her, she'll be lucky if her hubby doesnt take money from her, let alone support a family. and even better, her hubby still hasnt broken up with his girlfriend. they are not even married yet but i can guess that it'll be a broken one. anyway that fella suck big time! living off women is his forte, making girls happy is his strong hold, Love-A-Duck will be his slogan!Please take note: I AM NOT BEING BITTER, I AM JUST BEING A FRIEND!

my wish...

i have a wish! i wish for time to turn back. i wish to be back in 1996. then i wouldnt have turn bad. if only i concentrated on my studies and not go out when i was supposed to be home. if only i did not rebel.

Everything went wrong from the day i decided to step out! Step out from my comfort zone, that is. If u din know, my parents were very protective of me, always going the extra mile to keep me in check. I couldnt take it anymore. I bowed to peer pressure! Changed from a 'nerdius' to wild child in no time... started smoking, took drugs, fought everyday n getting into trouble in school was soon a routine. Chicks come and go. As easy as they come, as easy they left! I was not to be trusted easily. Lies after lies, it just grew on me. As bad i may be, i did not let any of my frens down. I cherished and protected them. I love all my buddies! They gave me a chance, they understood me, they stood by me! Fast forward to 2003 , i realized i was just wasting my life away. Decided to change my approach in life. I grew mentally stronger. My sense of respect for people developed. I was bolder yet wiser. Relationships seem to last a tat longer. Conversations wif dad n mum no longer end wif an EXCLAMATION mark anymore. The trust was slowly gained back as i grew. Now i'm turning 23, looking back, i realise how stupid and foolish one can be. I may still be a bad lover but i'm slowly picking the ropes. I may not be a SAINT but i'm taking the right path. I may not be perfect but i know u guys still love me! I'll try to love my work, make the most of my opportunities and not let distractions get in my way. Any of u out there wanna take me out? I'd say FUCK U! Life for me now is just too good for me to go screw it up again! I've found someone i love, i'm happy at work, I'm almost contented!

Life wouldnt have been so harsh and tough if i did not take the left turn instead of going straight. Reality is harsh, if werent for its harshness, i'd stil be screwed!